we was chillin and messin round. Baze snapped a few randoms. Photography by @ManeManBaze.
Ok
So I’ll be the first to admit that what I want I won’t get
Soon after I fail
I don’t give two shits
Like that’s it
I swear Im tired of trying
cause If i go hard with this
It’ll be taken the wrong way
that won’t be ok
Ill be the first to admit
I was a middle child
I ain’t get much
stop starving for attention
from my parents but..I wanted it from the ladies
but man time and time again
I would approach sideways
and I would end up they friend
they’d go to talking bout these niggas
like I really give a fuck
So after I cared too much
I end up wanting to fuck
and that aint much
So I’d be the first to admit
I’m crushing on more than one
but none of them seem to be intrested
in finding the one
no fame no car
no expendable funds
But If we hang out together
I’m pretty sure we’d have fun
and if we ended up intimate
I would be the difference between the last one
and the next one
unless im the next
then baby Im the best one
man honestly ain’t no purpose to this text im typing
I rather be up to 2am fuckin skyping
Id be the first to admit
I choose em out my league
so far
all i gained from it
was lots of fatigue
I don’t know whats not attractive
me or me
but for now im looking to the sky
thinking see
maybe I should let the idea go
to maybe they turn around
or maybe they’ll let me go
I rather be alone
then to be strung along
So id be the first to admit
this just a vent
and aint a damn thing
I could write that would justify this
Im conflicted
a young pharoah
out here tryna get it
if they see the potential
then all is forgiven
I drew In this form to illustrate how truly powerful and amazing the black woman truly is.
Idk why but this just popped up in my head
Idk why but this just popped up in my head
Just hush
no conversation is needed
don’t let anyone see this
and please don’t repeat it
I been thinking about you
maybe in the worst of ways
but these past few days
have been hell
I must say
that touch
that voice
that kiss
that smile
the luxury of your presence
the sweet smell of your essence
all I ever could have ever wanted
and then some
or these just maybe
because I need some
maybe you do to?
can I bring the sinner out of you?
so you can teach me a few of those things
that you’d love to do
I sound type obsessed
maybe it was sumthin bout that dress
maybe the way we speak
that’s got me wanting to seek
out,the perfect way to get you close
get you hot then get you home
then run my fingers down your spine
to dim lit candles smooth jazz nd wine
as far a fantasies often go
you can only wish
seldom hope
if they come to be
that would be great
but as for now I appreciate
what this is, or isnt
if this a bit too much hope all is forgiven
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